Fearful life

Her fingers were trembling, and her feets were numb from the fear of seeing what she fears most.
Her heart raced and beat against her chest. It's a never ending cycle. She swore that she would never do it again. But then she does that always. She analyse every single thing and often gets so worried about it. Her mind never stops working. She hates those feelings. She could collapse anytime upon
uncovering the fearful thing.

And the worst thing is, she can tell nobody.