hello, today was suppose to be a no lesson day for me. however i had a make up tutorial class. im typin this as im walking home from Temasek Polytechnic. I went opposite school right after classes to buy durian smoothie from penang A1 chendol. i've taken some sips from the drink. it's really delicious! Today they ha a promotion and we had to say the slogan to uncle to get a discount. I just took a mouthful of it again. it's real durian. like so awesome. anyway, my mum and i love durian so much.My mum claims that i love it so so much because when she was pregnant with me, she had alot of durian! so anyway, i wanted to walk to yhe nearby busstop to take bus 22 home. but i realised that i was carrying a durian drink and i didnt want to pollute the bus, so there, im walling home now ^^ anyway, its now 13.39 and the weather's really cool and gloomy. anyway, this post will be posted only a few hours later because this iphone application has a big problem of posting my entries late. i can't stop drinking the durian smoothie, im so going to make a trip down again and purchase it for my aunciee and my mum. awesome drink. better than koi, gong cha and even drink tea! it's a long way home now. im dreading this routh home because its really long. as mentioned, the sky is gloomy now. i love these weathers. it's best to take a walk or a jog, or sleep or even to draw circles. and a motor bicycle just passed me at a really fast speed.. it nearly hit me. omg, i got really shock a few moments ago..today feels great (: i have a really short day in school tomorrow! its 9-11 im so glad that this sem my timtable is so empty because with that i can catch up with my GPA. anyway, there'll be an upcoming flea again on may 14! i cant wait to attend it with my mom. my mom went to TAB for flea on saturday and it was really fun because we're both of the same kind, we love dolling up, we love make up (at least for me) . oh, and my mom's crazy over mac's products. it started because i bought a mac lipstick!
i'm perspiring a little now and i've got probably abt 5-6 bus stops to go. it helps to balance my calories intake and out. because i'm burning calpries now while drinking the smoothie. its really warm.
okay, one busstop down, im so happy! today, i picked a note and it says you're beautiful, smile. and i did ! i kinda hope it'll rain now because although i said that the sky is gloomy, heaven decided to pull stunts with me and it became really sunny now. i wonder if i should go for a run. i guess no because i just did on monday in the gym. im feeling extrenly warm
righy now im not kidding! oh and back to the uncle! his slogan is damn cute! its, think one think two durian smoothiee! then he'll add on, think properly before you vote! haha! and an L plate car just drove past me. the instructor was using his iphone and this reminds me
of y sis' instructor. is all instructors seriously like that?
seriously, ididnt think it'ss be such a long road home....
im at the clearwater now and i have to walk all the way further down after damai sec. quite cool though because i feel so calm now ^^. anyway, i bought a really nice halter top yesterday! so excited to put it on! 2nd busstop. checked.
oh and today while i was on the way to school i saw two damaians, a guy and a girl. they looked really shy towards the other. they walked towards the grasspatch behomd the busstop and exchanged an A4 size letter. i saw the girl smiling so sillily to herself. it remids of me in my secondary school years. so young, silly, innocent and happy! i hope they'll be happy! but again they're in lower sec. they've got such a long way to go. my durian smoothie has melted ): omg! i've walked so far! reaching home soon! about 5 more stops to go!! im probably going to shower immediatly upon reaching home! i've ran out of things to type ):
sweaty armpits ):
sometimes, i wonder what i'll be now if i have taken a different path in anytime of my life. like probably going to another secondary school.. joining a sports cca, or just anything else that doesnt lead me to where i am now.
anyway, i just crossed the roads without any pedestrain crossing. people who've done this with me knows that im really afriad to jay walk especially if the road's really big. but i just did without any hesitation just now. that's how calm my mind is today. im really reaching home really soon! im finally under a shelter.
i have so much fears. yesterday, i heard a buzxing sound beside my ears and i totally freaked out and scream. i really am timid. sometimes i wish im still in a secondary school. those 4 years were really the best times
in my life. although there were minor seybacks, i think back and smile because it was realy happy. i've reach damai now and it changed. a bee just land on my face again ): im reaching home!!! omg!
anyway, some random thing, what's happiness to you? im not refering to things that happen to you to make you jappy. im not refering to those everyday consistent happiness. for me, happiness is beong able to help another. it's always me to be there for another someone since secondary school. be it relationship problems, family ones or just normal day to day problems... as i grow older and start my tertiary education, most people who come towards me for help, are those who are facing relationship pronlems with thier other half, friends, preoject mates , families and school work. To me, helping others out and sincerely listening to them pouring out their sadness and unhappiness is the only best way to make them feel better. And whenever someone tells me " thanks, i feel so much better now" i feel happiness. it's an undescribable happiness that one wont get to experience u less you feel them yourself. To my girlfriends, i'll always be here for you (:
okay, i've reached my block and its 14.23 now. bye and thank you for reading this irrelevant blog entry.
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