Obsessed with wanting to be beautiful

It's never easy to tell myself "okay, i look fine. I am compatible. I am beautiful."
Somedays, i'll feel so lousy about myself because i don't feel beautiful.
There's definitely something that has happened that caused me to feel this way.
But i'm picking myself up, mending myself into someone who once had that confidence in herself.

I know i got to start telling myself that i'm worth it. I got to know that i am unique and not all people be together with another one solely based on look.

I know it's tough because each time i'm with you, i feel like like a 1/10 while you're 10/10.
I feel so lousy about myself but i see all the other girls around me as 10/10.

But i'm picking up those mess that people/i have created to be who i am now and one day, i'll be the confident me that holds no fear and inferiority.