Love , is it really that simple?
I love my guy alot. Thus, i want the best for him. But, it brings dillema to me. I love him, and i want the best for him. But, i dont wish for him to further his studies overseas.
He, he loves me. But why he could leave me to further his studies overseas.
Would it be wrong of me to hate him for leaving me in future?
I have reached to the point that, i really dont know what to do. There's nothing i could actually do.
Monday, May 28, 2012
Tuesday, July 19, 2011
Huge waves and tunder storm...
It's like how the huge tunder storm conquers the entire city. The huge waves clashe loudly into the seabed. The girl cried and scream so badly. And finally all these subsided. Because there isn't any single use of this at all. Finally, they all subsided.
Tuesday,
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Tuesday,
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Tuesday, July 12, 2011
Catch me when i fall
Today's a special day. It has been a really long time since i had a full day outing with bf. It's been a long, long time since we last met at 9 plus in the morning and head out for our outing.
So, dressed in the appropriate attire, we headed to bedok reservoir's PAWV club house to rent a kayak. It was quite sunny. But you know?
I just told myself that, "hey! It's a really happy day today, get yourself burnt! It's alright! Just today!"
So, bf's a powerful paddler and he became my turbo engine. I think i barely paddle 100cm by myself.
After washing up, we head to had our lunch and off to ecp. Bf rented this really cute 4 wheel sheltered vehicle! It was pink with blue and hearts shelter ! It was really.. Sweet.
As the sun set, i felt really down because.. I know that we're not going to meet up for the next 2 days or so and i'll definitely miss him.
I just never stop having those feelings towards him. For almost 2 and a half years, i've never once stop feeling sad because i miss him, never once deliberately miss waving tgoodbye to him from my balcony window. Never once felt that.. Someone else would be better than him.
To me, bf is really a gentle guy ( however sometimes he's not and it hurts me so badly) he's someone, who's so rare. And i am at such an advantage to be together with him. Until now, i cant confidently say that i have faith in us. Because i do not have any confidence In myself. I dont
Think i'll ever good enough for him in terms of looks, and knowledge. Ut's not a problem that lies with him. It's me...
So, dressed in the appropriate attire, we headed to bedok reservoir's PAWV club house to rent a kayak. It was quite sunny. But you know?
I just told myself that, "hey! It's a really happy day today, get yourself burnt! It's alright! Just today!"
So, bf's a powerful paddler and he became my turbo engine. I think i barely paddle 100cm by myself.
After washing up, we head to had our lunch and off to ecp. Bf rented this really cute 4 wheel sheltered vehicle! It was pink with blue and hearts shelter ! It was really.. Sweet.
As the sun set, i felt really down because.. I know that we're not going to meet up for the next 2 days or so and i'll definitely miss him.
I just never stop having those feelings towards him. For almost 2 and a half years, i've never once stop feeling sad because i miss him, never once deliberately miss waving tgoodbye to him from my balcony window. Never once felt that.. Someone else would be better than him.
To me, bf is really a gentle guy ( however sometimes he's not and it hurts me so badly) he's someone, who's so rare. And i am at such an advantage to be together with him. Until now, i cant confidently say that i have faith in us. Because i do not have any confidence In myself. I dont
Think i'll ever good enough for him in terms of looks, and knowledge. Ut's not a problem that lies with him. It's me...
Thursday, June 30, 2011
It's been a while
Hi, it's been a while.
During the holidays, my scedule was pretty packed! I went for camp(s),
short getaway and meet up with bf. Now that school havw started, it's time to
adjust my frequency and get back to work. I've been pretty comforting towards myself
for the past few weeks and i hope i'll remain like this (:
During the holidays, my scedule was pretty packed! I went for camp(s),
short getaway and meet up with bf. Now that school havw started, it's time to
adjust my frequency and get back to work. I've been pretty comforting towards myself
for the past few weeks and i hope i'll remain like this (:
Tuesday, June 07, 2011
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